Do you dance?

The world is waiting to dance with you.

Are you game? Will you let it lead? Will you let it get a little wild?

Today, this happened.

Leaving the beach, I’m in traffic on the bridge. A stoplight is out a mile ahead. We’re barely moving.

Still, it’s a beautiful day. The light is golden. The herons in the lagoon are holding their posts on one leg. I have my hand out the window and it’s dancing on the wind. Plus, it’s a good song.

In front of me, a beautiful, long-nailed hand emerges from the driver’s side of a Saturn. The hand starts dancing on the wind with mine. My hand makes a mudra – for spaciousness – and my hand’s new friend makes the mudra too. I see the woman swaying in her seat. I’m swaying too.

I love my new friend.

I notice… behind me, another hand emerges from a big, white SUV. It’s a man’s beautiful hand. My hand makes a mudra. This manly hand makes the mudra. The breeze plays in our hands. I sway and I see him sway.

I love another new friend.

For 20 minutes, the three of us dance together.

Bicycles speed beyond us. Pedestrians pass. Our caravan proceeds slowly and we three let our hands glide and dive and twirl and wave. Without seeing the faces of my new friends, I know we have smiles to share. We have our specific destinations but they’ll wait for us. On the journey, we’re choosing to create happiness. And the greatest gift of all… we’re enjoying it together.

When we reach the intersection, we share a shaka, blow some kisses and go our own ways. For a few minutes, I laugh, in awe, at the divine ways the world brings us into harmony.

I will always remember our connection.

When the world asks you to dance, will you say yes?

You have every opportunity to feel the world moving gracefully with you. Will you give in and let it radiate in you, around you, and beyond you? Will you allow yourself to feel the joy?

No one will choose for you. But when you choose to accept, you’ll discover the invitation is always waiting for you. And when you begin to dance, you’ll realize the invitation isn’t even necessary. It’s an implicit term of your very existence. The world wants to dance in you with every breath.

Will you give it a go? Find a good song and sway a little. Let the world guide you.

(And thank you to my new friends for the perfect dance this afternoon. May we all gather so many dancing friends on our journeys.)

Spring Workshop: Yoga for Your Poise

On a walk this morning, I saw the skeletal wintery wisteria has been newly adorned with young garlands. No leaves yet, really, but the soft purple flowers are opening. And so fragrant. To me, they smell like sugar.

The paperwhites on the hill rise through the pickleweed. Along the freeway, brilliant orange poppies unfurl like dervishes to mesmerize traffic.

Spring is springing!

As we move together into this time of renewal, it’s worthwhile to consider how we too spring. Consider… how do you continue to grow and what rebirth is on your horizon? You may also ask yourself… what seeds have I planted and which of them are worthy of tending?

Paying attention to the seeds we’ve gathered is important. Even more essential: recognizing the way we let them grow.

Let’s face it: it’s been a tough year. Many of us have experienced isolation, financial strain, illness anxiety, loss and the sad reality that we may not be able to connect with those who would mourn with us. Still, we’ve had so many opportunities for sublime lessons. We’ve had to learn how to nourish ourselves, to engage in new ways, to confront our loneliness. We’ve seen conditions around us shift and felt the instability. While life is always a game of calibrating our balance in response to change, this past year really wanted all of us to share the experience together.

Despite our very good efforts to maintain equilibirum through these times, we may have accumulated a few habits, discomforts, judgments, aversions. In truth, it may be the case that much of this accumulation is the result of our efforts to keep stable. So goodness bless it and now we choose whether we’d like to nourish all of it, some of it, none of it.

For example, maybe you started baking during your time at home. What a lovely new skill. Maybe you’ve also discovered that your sugar intake is higher than normal and you no longer go through a day without craving some sweets. Or maybe you started running. Maybe you’ve run so much that you feel aches and pains in your feet but you’re unwilling to slow down. Conversely, maybe you’re learning a new language and really want to remain committed.

The seeds are benign, gathered for our interest, but the way we grow them reflects our deeper patterns. When we learn to see clearly these seeds, their source and our attitudes toward both, we’re establishing a practice of equanimity. I think a beautiful word to describe equanimity is poise. We stand with grace and balance in the midst of all conditions. We maintain an even posture and attitude regardless of circumstances. This doesn’t mean we don’t cry or feel anger. It means we maintain our bearing as we welcome and allow emotions to move through us.

How do we establish our poise? How do we learn to offer equanimity? Through practice. Preferably, daily.

As we move into Spring, please join me and other friends to discuss, stragtegize and implement personal yoga practices to establish poise – both physically and mentally. To this end, I’m offering a three-week workshop series over three consecutive Saturdays: April 3, April 10 and April 17.

Let’s call it Yoga for Your Poise. This is a workshop for you to learn about yourself and respond to your personal needs so you can stand with strength and ease.

Week One: We’ll begin our work together with gentle breath-guided movement to familiarize ourselves with simple, restorative postures that we can weave into short personal practices to suit our goals. We’ll also discuss the ways we alleviate or strengthen certain energies so we can be attentive to our moods and habits. Students will receive sample practices to explore over the following week.

Week Two: We’ll return to our breath-guided movements and explore certain mantra or sounds in the practice. We’ll discuss how we might incorporate brief breathing practices to suit our energies. Students will explore patterns of breath over the following week.

Week Three: We’ll come together in breath-guided movement once again and incorporate short and sweet prompts to capture and hold our concentration for meditation and wonder.

All students are encouraged to schedule a 20-minute check-in with me so we can fine-tune the development of a personal practice. Ideally, this will be scheduled during the course of the three-week series or in the three weeks following. But whenever works too!

This will be an educational and practical workshop geared toward those who are ready to be guided and to guide themselves. Committing to all three sessions of this workshop is essential. Recordings will be available if you find yourself unable to attend but live attendance (online or in-person) is strongly encouraged.

  • Date: Saturday, April 3, 10 and 17
  • Time: 10am to Noon, Pacific Time
  • Location: Online or in-person in San Diego, CA (zoom link and physical address provided upon signing up)
  • Cost: $150 or as your heart desires

Please RSVP below. You’re welcome to send payment through venmo or paypal, or any alternative arrangement. I look forward to working with you!

Sharing what we love…

The days are becoming shorter for those of us in the northern hemisphere. And for those of us in California and many other places in the U.S., we’re finding ourselves nesting more intensely than maybe we ever have.

And on the ground, here and there, dry leaves remind us that we all begin fresh, conduct the wind and eventually rest. Whether we are willing or not, life offers change in abundance. It’s the very essence of life and it’s always a gift. Often, we don’t realize its worth.

Until we pay attention to what we’ve learned.

Last year, I wrote a series of poems to say thank you to all this beautiful life has afforded me. Becoming sensitive to life’s ever treasure meant that I no longer needed to be so sensitive to my thoughts and emotions. I gave them to life. Life gave me love.

This, I think, is an important truth for all of us to share. So I published the poems.

If you enjoy life or poetry, maybe you’d enjoy this little book. It’s called 33 conversations between you, me and god. Or maybe you’d like to share some kind thoughts with someone else, to encourage them to grow sensitive to every beautiful moment of life. You can snag from me by sending a note below or you can order online. Either way, 20 percent of the profits are shared with PATH, an organization supporting those who are looking to find stable housing.

33 conversations

33 conversations between you, me and… By megan doyle

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Thank you for moving through every cycle with me and everyone you know.

Welcome the Light

My friend! I’m so grateful for all you are. Thank you for being in this world.

Please take a moment today to consider how you feel and share light with others. For those of us here in the northern hemisphere, as the Winter Solstice approaches, we feel the comfort and quiet of darkness growing. In our unique ways, we light fires to keep warm and illuminate our homes. For some of us, this may mean fires in the fireplace. For others, this may mean well-cooked meals. Many of us may cultivate the light by reaching out to those who nourish us with laughter, music and wisdom.

Please join me to welcome the light through a special, thoughtful practice that you can put to use in any moment of darkness. We all return to darkness to learn more about our light. I’d like to offer a mindful practice to ground you in the experience.

Let’s gather together via Zoom on Saturday, December 19 from 10am to Noon Pacific. We’ll enjoy soothing movement, quieting breath and a meditation to experience the clarity and bliss of your innate light. We’ll also consider how we can better stand as beacons for others without diminishing the light we cast on our own paths.

Please let me know if you’re interested and I’ll email you a confirmation with the Zoom link. The suggested donation for this workshop is $33. Please share as your heart desires.

Please feel free to share with friends. I always look forward to learning and sharing with you. Thank you for being you!

Coming home… to you.

As we journey through life, we are sometimes flustered by what feels like a great delay. We may find ourselves frustrated by obstacles, shifting circumstances or loss. Conditions change and we find ourselves feeling uncertain, insecure and vulnerable. We feel like our path has been obstructed and we don’t like it.

Familiar?

This year has been a wonderful opportunity for all of us to recognize the ways we respond to conditions beyond our control. Most of us lost our routines. Many of us watched the means of our livelihood become inaccessible. We learned to work in new environments, to meet in new ways and to form connections across distances we’d never encountered.

We all had to pivot.

As we learned new choreography to the evolving conditions, many of us also started to see ourselves in a new light. Outside of our established patterns, our awareness suddenly expanded. We realized deficits that needed attending. We saw strengths that would assist us. Because we felt alone or stuck, we had to find ways to source resilience. We had to care for ourselves in new ways and we had to be creative.

I’ve listened friends and students in the last several months realizing how their minds get away from them, how they recognize habits that don’t feel healthy, how they can serve themselves better. I listened as new inquiries took shape. Instead of wondering how to move strategically through the world, folks are curious about moving more gracefully with themselves.

These questions are the start of friendships re-forming. People are befriending themselves again.

Would you agree with me that here lies a treasure beneath the rubble of these very challenging times?

If you do, please consider joining me for a series of exploratory workshops intended to reunite you with you– with the parts of you who are awaiting your attention and love. You may recognize these parts as your young ones. They are those aspects of your youth who helped you survive, play, and establish boundaries.

Coming Home: a restorative cakra journey will offer a framework to locate and befriend these precious aspects of yourself. These young ones may be directing our behavior in ways that are no longer appropriate and they may have important wisdom to share. We’ll seek to understand how they influence us and how we can invite them home.

Over three consecutive Saturdays, we’ll investigate the cakras as a symbol system for personal inquiry and discovery. We’ll remember and make contact with our young ones. We’ll learn what questions we might ask to learn with and through them. Through breath, simple movement, mantra and meditation, we’ll cultivate the space to attend to them, thank them and love them. Together, we’ll create strength and peace for ourselves.

For the purpose of this series, our exploration will be limited to three foundational cakras related to our early development. You will be encouraged to make notes in a journal to deepen your experience with the practices. All students who participate will receive a short workbook and a recording of a guided meditation.

In our time together, we’ll consider the unique ways we find our stability when the world shifts and discover that our path expands in marvelous ways with change. We’ll set an intention to be gentle and honest with ourselves as we call ourselves home.

If this sounds interesting to you, please join me. If you aren’t sure but you’ve noticed that you’re ready for something different, please join me. Our beautiful, neglected young ones sing out for attention in many ways. What if we honor their call?

If you have questions, please send me a note or use the form below.

We’ll meet Saturdays, October 17, 24, 31 from 10am to 11:30am Pacific. From 11:30 to noon, I’ll keep the zoom room open for discussion, conversation and connection.

A zoom link will be provided when you sign up. Suggested donation for the three workshops is $108 or as your heart desires.

Please share with friends and come along.

To improve on silence…

My friends, we persevere.

It isn’t always easy. This is the nature of life. We enjoy the giggles. We do our best to avoid the shit. Sometimes, we laugh so hard that we step right in it.

Oh life. How do we accept both the shits and the giggles?

Over the last few months, I noticed in myself a deep desire to persuade others to laugh with me. Like everyone else, I smelled the shit. I wanted to share joy in those places where emotions, thoughts, and behaviors were locking it out. I wanted to relieve some of the shit.

I may have tried too hard. It’s a pattern I know. I can be pushy. Check out the adamant love poems of 33 conversations if you need confirmation. And please laugh with me, if you like.

My intentions are good; that’s not an excuse. It’s a reminder to think carefully about the best way to express my good intentions. Sometimes, this means a fair bit of editing. When I hear someone expressing views that are distasteful to me, I don’t need to be the one who pushes back. I can be the one who expresses thanks for a point of view I don’t often consider. Or, if I have considered it, I may share my happiness that someone has made the hard choice of arriving at an opinion. I may even share an honest prayer that their conviction serves them well for as long as it must.

Because, after all, haven’t we all found ourselves in that clumsy moment when life presents a lesson that challenges a long-held belief? Haven’t we all stumbled and suffered from our attachments to thoughts, ideas and forms that no longer suit us?

In my experience, and please feel free to share yours, my learning has never followed someone’s aggression toward me. My learning escalates when I’m accepted and understood. I learn when I let my defenses down.

Sometimes, my best teachers have persuaded me with a gentle and compassionate silence.

These days, in the hullabaloo of politics and pandemic, rioting and race, some of us are trying to understand how best to create peace in our worlds. Some of us may simply be reeling in its absence. Both are fine. A decent balm to soothe the weary souls of either/or is an occasional, intentional quiet.

Silence isn’t a familiar practice for most of us. We may even associate it with loneliness or isolation. A practice in silence asks for your commitment. You host the silence for yourself. You welcome it, invite it within and listen to what it shares with you.

Consider setting a time this week when you commit to a period of quiet. Be kind to yourself. Start with 20-30 minutes. See what happens. And prepare yourself appropriately.

As someone with a partner, I’m careful to share my intention to be quiet. I want my partner to know I’m not escaping or ignoring; I let him know I’m going to be silent for a certain period of time. He can rely on my return and he’s welcome to talk to me in my silence, as he likes.

I enjoy taking a walk during quiet times. I practice smiling generously when someone wishes me a good day. I practice smiling generously when someone doesn’t. Either way, I’m quiet. And in my silence, I hear how most of my thoughts remove me from the experience before me. I let myself move more deeply into silence and learn from the peace there.

We are all in the adventure of a lifetime. It will last through your very last breath. Sometimes, in silence, we can appreciate it a little more completely. Sometimes, in silence, we learn how to carry its peace into our every expression on this adventure.

We share peace in both the shits and the giggles.

May you feel peaceful. And thank you for being you.

What are you learning now?

Among the extraordinary wisdom of the Yoga Sutra of Patanjali, the very first verse is the guidance that calls me home every time.

Atha yoga anusasanam.

Now, the teachings of yoga.

Yoga Sutra 1-1

We start now.

In this beginning, we aren’t simply being introduced to the text to come. Sure, the teachings follow. But what’s first?

Now.

With this word, atha, we land in the now. We’re reminded that the moment has come, that every effort will be made in it, and we’ll have the opportunity to continue or amend our efforts with every ‘now’ we realize.

What is the effort we make? Yoga. We connect. We remember our relationship with every atom and all it has to teach us. We establish ourselves firmly with everything that is. We follow the guidance of our connections. This is the intersection of our experience and the experiences of every teacher, sage, saint, and friend who came before us. Now, we connect.

Now. Yoga. The teachings. Shared with and in and through every quantum.

We’re not guided to the past or future. We’re not consoled that yesterday has hidden the answers nor does tomorrow dangle a solution. We’re asked to arrive now. This is the precise moment to begin because there is no other moment but now. And now is here to teach us.

To be present right now is a big ask. Most of us don’t fathom how frequently our attention time travels. It’s out there navigating the past and we’re right here struggling under its weight. Or it’s bouncing into some anticipated future and we can’t feel the ground beneath us. Our attention travels and we’re just here, completely unaware of the wonder surrounding us now.

What if we return?

What if we connect? Now?

What if we turn our attention to this precise moment and experience all it has to offer?

It’s in this place of experience that we discover what has always awaited us. We’re abundantly supported by the ground beneath our feet. The ground teems with life and we’re life. We’re all lightly at play, all in community, all blessed to share this moment. We have no other place to be. What we do in this moment is less relevant than our commitment to experience it. Like the those who came before us, our engagement with the moment will lead us to cherish life’s abundance. If we’re willing, it teaches us perfection.

Always now.

As information shifts and fear circulates, as the threads of our communities break and reweave, as we strive toward compassion for those we don’t understand, now is the time to connect. Now is the time to realize how blessed we are to share this moment.

We are only now.

Now is the only time we can practice yoga. Now is when we practice life. Now, we are all together.

Will you share this moment with everyone? Take a breath, feel the ground, and savor this moment for all it teaches you. In the next breath, discover your new ground and the new light and learn.

Now, we learn together.

Deciding to love.

I realize, sometimes, that when I say the word ‘love,’ a vacuum can appear to suck up my credibility as a being of this world. I’ve seen how mention of the word ‘heart’ and direction to place hands over it often leads to a pause. In that pause, a brief internal struggle… will a simple gesture toward the heart leave me weak? Will I become vulnerable?

Weak, no. Vulnerable? Absolutely.

The strength to go to the heart is herculean precisely because the journey asks for a confrontation with our defenses. We believe we’re alone and must keep ourselves protected. At the heart, we realize our deep and abiding connection. We connect to our selves, to others, to the divine. It’s in the heart that we encounter our true mission in life and the longings that must be settled as we accomplish that mission.

An example from my personal life? I used to be a lawyer who wanted to help. I wanted to secure justice for those who suffered. I fought hard and argued often against the ways our systems impose inequities because of poor health, limited bank accounts, skin color and place of birth. It was important work. And it broke my heart. With every success, I watched, again and again, a new challenge arise to replace our victories. In grief, I left my career to heal my heart.

That was when I had to contend with my embarrassment and misunderstandings about the ideas of love, hearts, god, and self. I did it with the help of a few sage travelers: teachers, friends, trees, bees. I learned, over time, that my heart was always waiting for me. She is eternally patient and compassionate. And when I go to her, she gives me the whole world without a fight.

The only thing my defenses guarded well was my resistance.

Still, a resistance is a blessing. It gives us a rope to follow when we can’t quite see clearly. Eventually, I understood the route.

It isn’t always easy, however, to give myself to my heart.

It’s a decision. Daily, it requires that I catch myself in my judgments and opinions. Frequently, I find myself thinking I know better than love’s guidance. And rarely, but importantly, I land in a position of not understanding at all how to find my way back.

Which is when I learn the most. What I learn is this: whatever the situation is showing me is a path I’ve yet to navigate.

Unfortunately, the brutality committed by police isn’t a new path. I’ve seen this before. It precedes me even. And, in my own life, at 20, I was beat by riot police. It’s a horrifying display of power. I yelled and I pleaded as they held , threatened and hurt me. I settled a case against the police when I was 22. Several months later, the police shot a black man multiple times as he reached for his wallet. I felt the horror of my decision to forego trial.

I became a lawyer, in part, because I thought I owed service to justice for the injustice I accepted. As I practiced, I learned that justice doesn’t serve our hearts. As I recovered from my former career, I realized that love does.

Still, these last few months have challenged my choice to love. It isn’t just the murder of George Floyd that got me. I lost the path to my heart for a bit because watching Mr. Floyd die as others officers watched followed a string of hurtful realities.

Because in this worrying time of pandemic, we also witnessed the shooting of a young man jogging through a neighborhood. And we saw a white woman in Central Park seek to dominate a black man by means of police intervention. So when George Floyd was killed, the arising of rage was immediate. Marching behind: guilt, despair, sorrow.

The disproportionate use of force against black men and women is a hideous example of multiple systems that do not foster either justice or love. Our national inability to foster just and loving relationships between black and white (and all shades in between) speaks to our collective insistence to remain distanced from each other and the heart. We believe we’re meant to be separate. We even laud our great individual rights.

The greatest right of any individual is to discover that her free will may be exercised in removing the obstacles to her heart at any moment. Regardless of her circumstances.

In my life, as I exercise my will, I’ve learned to remember the many ways that our experiences complicate and obscure our path to love. I’ve learned to imagine how I could be as brutal as a provoked cop and to know the weight of the cruelty. I’ve learned that I would not wish that weight on anyone.

Still, in the last week, the return to love was hard work.

I had to follow the rope of my resistance. I worked with each emotion. Rage first. Guilt then. I understood the helplessness it was masking. Despair, because I couldn’t understand how to hope. And sorrow. The sorrow reminded me of love.

In the sorrow, I remembered to pray for George Floyd and his family. I knew there was love there. I prayed for the families of all those who have died or been injured by the police. I felt their love. I prayed for my black friends and reached out to share my love and thank them for the love they’ve given me. I prayed for all my friends. I prayed for my family and all those who are kind, generous, compassionate toward me. I felt the abundance of love.

I returned to my heart.

From there, I prayed for Derek Chauvin and his family. I prayed for the men who beat me decades ago. Love is also there. And though the weight of those actions is overwhelming, love lifts it. My responsibility in life is to decide to love, regardless.

Moving into the heart demands power. Practicing in the heart asks for patience and wonder. Being in the heart requires stability.

Thus, this word ‘love’ and its representation at the heart tries to be a bit of a vulgarity. The effort is great but each of us are strong enough. Just because something is hard does not mean we should reject it. Indeed, the challenge is for us to rise to it.

We seem to reject love because moving through emotion and surrendering ourselves to our true union means our identity has nowhere to stand. It cannot fathom that we stand together, completely connected without even needing to know each others’ names.

My friend, love is what we all share. It requires no particular time or place. It doesn’t require blood or passion or even proximity. These gifts are simply our training. Our vast connections await our decision to put love into play.

The reform we require is the shift to our hearts. The intellect will resist what it doesn’t fathom but we can navigate our resistance. It will take us toward the truth of love. It is our union and our unity. Love is what binds us.

Let us proceed, then, in love and see how we all transform.

Owe no one anything, except to love one another. For the one who loves another has fulfilled the law.

Romans

Finding our wisdom.

I hope this post finds you well. I send you so much love.


The horrifying death of George Floyd, the important protests and unsurprising escalation of violence are lessons for all of us. We share pain. We share anger. We share grief. And when we don’t honor the presence of these emotions, or when we feel unseen in our pain, the expression of them can be overwhelming. 

We are meant to learn from our emotions. And we can never ask anyone else to do the emotional work that we haven’t. So I share with you my experience. 

I sit with my rage. It burns in my belly and tightens my heart. I invite it in. I say, ‘you are a welcome guest, free to settle in me.’ It hurts. It reminds me of the pain I’ve caused and the pain I’ve suffered. I see so many memories. I make space for them all and listen to them. One by one. I cry. I give them the home they need in me. These are the sources of wisdom in my life. I ask to learn what remains for me to learn. There is so much. And then I remember that I’m never alone in my suffering. And when I breathe out, I imagine the faces of those I love. So many beautiful faces! I feel this love and share it on my exhale with everyone who also feels anger. I do my best to offer the softening relief of love. I imagine it carries around the whole world. I imagine the love moving gracefully with the clouds, gently embracing us all.

Over the last 5 days, I’ve been doing this practice again and again. For five minutes, 20 minutes, a half hour. Many times a day. Whenever I feel the fire rise in me. I do whatever it takes for me to move into the place where I’m not pretending to be at peace but am feeling calm enough to share my love peacefully. The anger continues to teach me. It evolves into sadness. And this too issues its painful prick. So I invite it in. I give it space and listen to the memories and lessons. And then I breathe out my love. I pray you feel it.

In this life, I’ve been fortunate that my skin color has not been an origin of my hardship. It has, however, offered challenges to many who I love, respect and serve. I do my best to stand in peace with these friends, colleagues, and students, empowered by the wisdom of my own suffering so I can share my strength with them. I do my best to ask questions and listen to answers I could not know from my experience. I do my best to honor the lives of men and women who know different hardships and similar suffering. I do my best to stand in peace so my friends feel safe and supported as they invite their own emotions home. 

This week, I invite you to practice yoga with me. I’d like to move and breathe with you. I’d like to pray with you. Let’s be together so we can invite our emotions home. They have so much to teach us. The wisdom lives in them before it can thrive in us and be shared.

It’s time for us to learn together. Please join me for practice on Tuesdays and Thursdays at 4:30 throughout June. I’ve moved to Zoom and the link will be the same, weekly. 

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I’m so grateful for you in my life. Please feel welcome to reach out if you’d like a friend around, if you’d like to breathe together, take a mindful walk or just share some jokes. Please be thoughtful about the amount of media you consume. Please eat wisely.

I love you.

The novelty of now.

Here’s a worthwhile bit of news: Now is good.

Folks here and there, around our world, may be singing along with a different chorus. Some folks are mad; some are scared; many are offended; some are ready to revolt. There are those who are sick, even, and we all wish them and their families ease and prayers for recovery. And over the quiet of our prayers, the chorus still sings, insisting that now ain’t great.

There’s so much more to our song.

I’m not talking about the opportunity to learn ukelele or organize the garage. Both are good intentions, but now offers more.

Now is good.

It’s absolutely real that we’re universally experiencing uncertainty. The cosmic punchline to that dirty joke is this: we are, always, at every moment, tossed into the deep-end of uncertainty. What we don’t realize is our manner of sinking, swimming or flailing about until someone gets us out. We don’t realize we can float.

Now is good. Despite every bit of tumult we may experience, now is very good.

So why don’t we like it?

What we prefer is to pretend security. We trust in our routines and believe the world is ordered by our service to them. We even prioritize our security in these routines over our peace – both inner and outer. We think we can organize our world with our patterns.

Our world is organizing us.

Not one of us knows what’s on the agenda, truly, for tomorrow. The house can burn, arms break, purses are snatched, birds poop on heads and headaches happen. We lose people to jobs, relocation, anger, death. We may not cross a single thing off the to-do list. The fridge may rumble to a halt.

This life you believe you’re living is actually living you. The best you can do is organize yourself in response.

Now is good.

Why is this part of the song so unsung?

Because most of us have forgotten how to become still enough to observe the only moment we have. We’re in constant motion. If we aren’t working, we want to play. If we aren’t playing, we work and wonder when we’ll play again. The body is in motion and our minds are in overdrive. In the midst of one project, we’re wishing it was done. We’re thinking of what we’ll do next. As we listen to a friend, our minds are considering how it’s always the same story, how our opinion is better, how we can solve their problem. We don’t hear a thing.

Our minds are trained to worry over the future and regret the past. When we ask them to stop and simply acknowledge the present, they quickly grow disinterested. They have no faith that now will nourish them.

Our shared reality is this: we are never nourished at any other time. Every moment is the treasure we’ve been seeking. Everything is now.

This novel virus offers a brilliant opportunity for us to behave in a novel way. It won’t be easy. It requires that we catch ourselves singing with the chorus and decide to change our tune. We teach ourselves how to listen to the song of now. Maybe we even learn how to sing along. It may be a ballad; it may be jazz. We can sing along. We have to practice.

When we sing along with life, we know that now is absolutely good.

This virus is a reminder of our shared vulnerability. It’s a phrase in our song. We all, each of us, suffer illness, sorrow, fear, anger and grief. We all, each of us, send quiet prayers that those who suffer will find relief. We share this nature. We may not acknowledge it and we may dismiss it but when we hear of someone hurting, we pause. We know that feeling. It reminds us that we exist in uncertainty together.

The best we can do is occasionally become still and remember that life swirls around us relentlessly. It delivers to us, in every moment, the gifts that will teach us more thoroughly about this nature we share. Our role as the recipient is to learn how to accept every moment and say thank you.

Thank you, I believe, is the song of every moment.

My uncertainty is also yours. Yours is mine. Someday I will die. And so will you. Long may we live. What if we cherish these lives while we honor our vulnerability, transience, potential?

May we discover the songs of every moment and sing these to others so they will be inspired to find theirs. And may the lives we lead be peaceful, joyful and wise.

May we remember always that now is good. It is the only space in time we ever receive.

Now is good. Thank you for this moment.

Note! If you’d like to spend some moments of stillness together, please join me for online yoga this week. Classes are by donation via paypal or venmo. I’d love to see you and enjoy the now together.

Yoga for Us! Tuesday!
Tue, Apr 28, 2020 4:00 PM – 5:30 PM (PDT)

Yoga for Us! Thursday!
Thu, Apr 30, 2020 4:00 PM – 5:30 PM (PDT)